A DAY TO REMEMBER

It was the day before my sister's wedding. My husband woke me up while I was still sleeping and he said can you do the pee-test? My answer was NO. I don't want to spoil my mood since I had done the pee-test several times before and it was negative. It was a happy atmosphere at home that day. My relatives had all arrived for my sister's wedding and I didn't want to be down and depressed. My...

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BLOWN AWAY BY GOD

Sometimes God just blows you away with surprises. It unimaginable and amazing how God plans the timeline of your life and how He fulfills your hearts desires and dreams. One of my cousins asked me that what my dreams were and if they have been fulfilled. As I began to think about it, I was amazed at the timeline in which God has been fulfilling my dreams and wishlists. Looking back, these were...

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100 BILLION X

This is my latest favorite song. I have been listening to it a hundred billion times. I'm in love with the lyrics. Hope it blesses you as it blessed me. God of creation There at the start Before the beginning of time With no point of reference You spoke to the dark And fleshed out the wonder of light And as You speak A hundred billion galaxies are born In the vapor of Your breath,...

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THANK YOU FOR PRAYING FOR ME

I know it been a while since I posted anything. I have been so so so in awe of what God has been doing in my life. My heart is so full. My eyes are swelled with happy tears. I have no words to express how good God has been to me. I have had many posts about God being silent, my failing health condition and when prayers are unanswered. But this post is going to be about God who actually answers prayers....

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MIRACLES HAPPEN

I prayed for you Yes I cried my lungs out Nights after nights Days after days Weeks after weeks Months after months I was desperate for you Persevered Hoped when everything failed Hung on to faith Sank in tears You were my only wish I longed for you As hungry as I was Went through suffering Shame and insult When suddenly God stepped in Unexpected You arrived You finally did When...

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SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN

What I used to be Somewhere in between What I am Somewhere in between What I want to be Somewhere in between What is past Somewhere in between What is present Somewhere in between What is the future Somewhere in between What is real Somewhere in between What is happening Somewhere in between What is a dream Somewhere in between - Grace Xavier ...

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PLEASE COME BACK

It’s past midnight I suddenly wake up My hands feel your pillow It’s empty You are not here I grope in darkness feel alone Wind blows It’s dark outside An empty house I can’t sleep The sheets smell like you I told you not to leave me You promised you would stay I need you To hold me tight Cuddle me to back sleep In your arms Is the place of peace I’m waiting Restless Anxious I...

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SILENCE

Two cute faces  Two desperate hearts One intimate kiss Is it love or lust Silence between them told the story - Grace Xavier ...

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THE LUCKY ONES

Recently I saw one of the most beautiful wonderful audition on Britain's Got Talent 2018. It was a cute father-and-son duo singing their original song, "The Lucky Ones". To be honest, I couldn't hold back tears when I heard the song, the lyrics and saw the love between the two. Here is the video of the full audition. Hope you enjoy it. Lay your head on me, as I fall to sleep Put your arms around...

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10 THINGS I LEARNT LIVING WITHOUT A CELL PHONE

Have you ever lost your phone? Well, recently I did lose mine and just couldn’t track it. I was a bit low as it was gifted by my husband for my birthday. Nevertheless, I applied for a duplicate sim but it took forever to actually get it to work. While waiting for a new phone and a sim I was without a phone for few days. Before this productivity experiment, my smartphone was like a leech, so interwoven...

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HIS PROMISE STILL STANDS

“Not one of all the Lord’s good promises to Israel failed; everyone was fulfilled”-Joshua 21:45 Whattttttt? Reaaallllly? When I read this verse, something within me just lifted my spirit. Can you believe that every promise God made to Israel was fulfilled? I am so happy that there is a promise like this promise! Every time I listen to the song- “Do it again” by Elevation Worship, one line...

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I WANT TO DIE

"God, enough is enough!" Have you ever felt that way? When life hits hard some of us feel like giving up on living. Whether due to physical pain, disease, emotional struggles, or relational problems, it is easy to become frustrated with life and wish for something different. Sometimes when I tell my friends the experiences of my life, I tell them I was so depressed that I wanted to die and they...

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GOD HAS NOT FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU

Have you ever felt that God has forgotten you? I have. I can’t help but get discouraged when I don’t hear Him. I do get anxious when my prayers are far from being answered. Those times when God seems silent, I feel He has forgotten me may be. I have been literally begging God to speak to me and reveal His purpose for my pain.  Or at least let me know why my prayers are not being answered....

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EVEN NOW FAITH

Have you ever heard of “EVEN NOW FAITH”? Sounds interesting right? We all face situations that looks like they’ll never work out. Martha faces such odds. Her brother Lazarus was sick and they informed Jesus. But Jesus came after 4 days by then Lazarus was dead. Martha, his sister says to Jesus in John 11:21-22 “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died. But I know that EVEN NOW...

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RESOLUTION 2018

Christmas is over, relatives have backpedaled home, decorations are slowing falling off, the presents are not any more under the tree, the festival has arrived at an end and here I am reflecting how the year has passed by. Goodness, what a year 2017 has been! All I can say is "Thank you God that I survived one of the hardest year!"  Well, it’s already the first week of a spic and span year....

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100 THINGS I AM THANKFUL FOR

"Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough." Oprah Winfrey This week, I've been writing a great deal about gratitude and it's no surprise that this has inspired me to think about all of the things I am thankful for. Every once and awhile I pull out my thankfulness list (click the link to read...

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