TOO MUCH TO BEAR

"How do you know when how much is too much? Too much too soon. Too much information. Too much fun. Too much love. Too much to ask... And when is it all just too much to bear?"

Here again I have ripped my own heart

Unbearable pain from the sharp dart

Got up to leave but just right fell in

Bruised and shattered deep within

…And when it’s too much too bear

Guilt stricken, disturbed with heavy load

Tears crash onto the floor of life’s road

Enduring this war of continuous regrets

Negative voices have become my threats

…And when it’s too much too bear

Groping in the dark to find a ray of hope

I rage in frustration beyond I can cope

I can hardly breathe; barely surviving

Trying so hard to escape from drowning

…And when it’s too much too bear

I’m not strong; I stumble when others run

Mostly all by myself; conversing with none

Millions of memories they rush and come

To that part of me which is dead and numb

…And when it’s too much too bear

And my heart cries, I wait for pain to melt

Surrendering all at the cross I have knelt

Gathering the pieces of my heart I bring

To You my Master, my Saviour, my King

…And when it’s too much too bear

He bears my burden

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FAILURE

Go ahead. Fail. Just do it. Fall flat on your face. Let it happen. And hey! If you want, cry. Let it all out. But whatever you do, DON’T forget to get back up on your feet at sometime. And when you do, wipe all the mud and tears off your face and remember that you are that much stronger then before and that we ALL have to taste dirt at some point.

-Jamie Love

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I LOOK TO YOU

As I lay me down,

Heaven hear me now.

I'm lost without a cause

After giving it my all.

Winter storms have come

And darkened my sun.

After all that I've been through

Who on earth can I turn to?

I look to you.

I look to you.

After all my strength is gone,

In you I can be strong

I look to you.

I look to you.

And when melodies are gone,

In you I hear a song.

I look to you.

About to lose my breathe,

There's no more fighting left,

Sinking to rise no more,

Searching for that open door.

And every road that I've taken

Lead to my regret.

And I don't know if I'm going to make it.

Nothing to do but lift my head

I look to you.

I look to you.

After all my strength is gone,

In you I can be strong

I look to you.

I look to you.

And when melodies are gone,

In you I hear a song.

I look to you.

My levees are broken

My walls have come

Tumbling down on me

The rain is falling.

Defeat is calling.

I need you to set me free.

Take me far away from the battle.

I need you.

Shine on me.

I look to you.

I look to you.

After all my strength is gone,

In you I can be strong

I look to you.

I look to you.

And when melodies are gone,

In you I hear a song.

I look to you.

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WHEN GOD RAN

The only time I ever saw Him run

Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms

Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”

Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes

With forgiveness in His voice He said,

“Son do you know I still love you?”

He caught me by surprise when God ran

The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart

And I wondered then if things could ever be the same

Then one night I remembered His love for me

And down that dusty road ahead I could see

It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run

I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away

But now I know He’s been waiting for this day

I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms

Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”

Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes

With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again

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MIRACLES OUT OF MISTAKES

A negative past cannot disqualify you from a bright future

No mistake you have done is too much for the mercy of God

Self pity will keep you from what God's gonna do for you

God is not looking for perfect people, but someone who has a heart for God

God's calling are irrevocable, keep the faith

God always gives us anther chance

God is telling you I STILL have a plan for you

Nothing you have done in your past can disqualify you from the bright future God has for you

The debt has already been paid, receive God's mercy

God is not a fault finder

God,I blew it up but I need your help

God is not focused on your mistakes

You are the apple of God's eyes

Where you are is not a surprise to God

Nobody or nothing can stop you from what God has for you

God cleans up our mess since he sees our heart even though

Zep 3:19 God is gathering together the outcast and the limping ones

You take one step towards God He will come running towards you

Bird with a broken wing will fly twice as higher

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DADDY I LOVE U

I haven't been posting anything these days. May be a bit lazy.  But this video just caught my attention. This is my favorite video off late. Every time I see it I cry. I love every line in this video. 

I just love my dad too much. I cry every time I think of the love that we share. As I write this blog I'm reminded of all the lil things he does to make me happy. He never wants a drop of tear to come from my eye. Dad, how can I tell you how much I love you. I want to express my love to you. I respect you. I honor you. I am sooooooooooooo proud to be your daughter. Lord Jesus, thank you for my dad. I mean it from the bottom of my heart.

Daddy I love you!

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YOU ARE...

This is for you ...yes, it's you :)

You are with me

When I open my eyes each dawn

You are with me

As my thoughts on you are drawn

You are with me

In every first and last yawn

You are with me

When my path is narrow
You are with me

Like a shadow to follow

You are with me

Like a strong bow and arrow

You are with me

When it's raining and cold

You are with me

When I need a hand to hold

You are with me

When my dreams they unfold

You are with me

When my heart sings

You are with me

Your voice in my ear rings

You are with me

I can fly without wings

You are with me

Even when I don't talk

You are with me

Like a strong rock

You are with me

In every single walk

You are with me

For ever all the way

You are with me

strong come what may

You are with me

Like a hope of ray

You are with me

As I calculate each day

You are with me

In every talk I convey

You are with me

As I look back yesterday

You are with me

In every breathe I take

You are with me

In every plan I make

You are with me

As long as I am awake

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HELPLESS

Can God be so direct in speaking to me? The answer is YES!!! This is so what I wanted to hear from God:


I have had people tell me, “Please pray for me. I can’t see a way out of the mess I am in. I know that this whole thing is my fault. Right now, I don’t even know whether God will hear my prayers.”

If you think about it, a whole lot of our troubles are of our own making. But it is when we deserve the punishment and not the blessing that we can receive grace — the undeserved favor and unmerited help of God!

When we stop trying to be deserving of God’s help, we find God more than willing to be our Savior. But when we continue to try to work things out, we are trying to be our own saviors. God will say, “Save yourself because I can’t help you when you don’t need My help.”

You might be thinking, “But, don’t you know, God helps those who help themselves?”

Contrary to popular belief, this saying that “God helps those who help themselves” is not in the Bible! God does not help those who help themselves. He helps those who are helpless and dependent on Him. He helps those who look to Him as their only source of help for their problem.

If you say, “My problem is that I am weak.” God says, “That is not a problem. I am your strength.” If you say, “Lord, my face is the problem. I am ugly.” God says, “My face will shine on yours. I am your glory.” If you say, “Lord, I am the problem. I am a nobody.” God says, “I will make you a somebody.”

Unfortunately, many of us are still trying to help ourselves, thinking that for certain matters, we don’t really need God. But God says, “Without Me, you can do nothing.” (John 15:5) Do we really believe that? Or do we believe that without Him, we can still do some things to help ourselves?

Only when we realize that we can do nothing, and are nothing in and of ourselves, can we do all things through Christ who strengthens us! (Philippians 4:13) Then, we will see the undeserved, unmerited help and favor of God deliver us from every evil!

God Helps The Helpless!!!

Psalm 63:7
Because You have been my help, therefore in the shadow of Your wings I will rejoice.

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