Phew, its been ages since I posted something. Writing is my passion but somehow I lost my fire along the way. I must admit that the fire had gone off completely in-between. Although I have felt like fueling back the fire a thousand times, something made me feel unworthy. Just that feeling discouraged me from posting. I genuinely feel so bad for not being able to post anything all these lost years. However, a lot has happened in the past few years. After Jaden was born, I was with the busy with baby duties and then covid happened and then I had a miscarriage and then Ethan was born. And a million things!. To be completely honest, this journey of motherhood has not been easy for me. I don't really know how moms across the world do it. But one thing i know that if not for His strength and grace, I would not be alive today.
Some thing that keeps me going in this journey of life is gospel music. One song that I kept listening to often was a tamil song called - Ebenesarae. It truly blessed my heart. The word Ebenezer means "Thus far the Lord has helped us". And that's so true in my life. Without Him I would'nt be alive.
I was listening to a sermon and the speaker spoke about Ebenezer and I couldn't belive how God kept reminding me that it is He who helped me thus far and will continue to help me in the days ahead.
If you are facing a battle today, whatever it is, I just want to encourage you that the Lord is your help. The term - Ebenezer originates from 1 Samuel 7:12. It is a stone set up by Samuel to mark the spot where God helped the Israelites defeat the Philistines, translating to "Thus far the Lord has helped us". If God can help God's people defeat their enemies, He can help you fight your battle too. Nothing is too hard for Him. He is God for a reason! All things are possible with Him! Trust Him and the victory is yours!
