Thursday, December 27, 2012

MY MAKER, MY HUSBAND

Was so encouraged by this passage this week. Thank you Jesus for speaking to me from Isaiah 54.

4 Do not fear, for you will not be ashamed;
do not be discouraged, for you will not suffer disgrace;
for you will forget the shame of your youth,
and the disgrace of your widowhood you will remember no more.
5 For your Maker is your husband,
the Lord of hosts is his name;
the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer,
the God of the whole earth he is called.
6 For the Lord has called you
like a wife forsaken and grieved in spirit,
like the wife of a man’s youth when she is cast off,
says your God.
7 For a brief moment I abandoned you,
but with great compassion I will gather you.
8 In overflowing wrath for a moment
I hid my face from you,
but with everlasting love I will have compassion on you,
says the Lord, your Redeemer.
9 This is like the days of Noah to me:
Just as I swore that the waters of Noah
would never again go over the earth,
so I have sworn that I will not be angry with you
and will not rebuke you.
10 For the mountains may depart
and the hills be removed,
but my steadfast love shall not depart from you,
and my covenant of peace shall not be removed,
says the Lord, who has compassion on you.
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Thursday, November 15, 2012

EVERLASTING GOD



Yesterday we sang "Everlasting God" in a worship seminar that I attended. I'm sure most of you have heard this song. As I sang, the words struck me differently and they had a deeper meaning. Immediately I thought of blogging here and I knew I had to share this today. I know so many of us are hurting, physically and emotionally. I just want each of you to know that problem your facing is temporary coz we have an Eternal God. This song is SO fitting to where we are in this journey!

It’s hard to act like everything is alright, when in fact everything is terribly wrong, and life is just constantly punching you in the face, not literally of course. No matter how hard you try to make something work, it never works out. You try doing everything on your own but your pride, selfishness, and bad intentions/ambitions get the better of you. When you finally hit “rock- bottom,” after every hit, every toss, and every fall, you feel as though no one is on your side, when really, God has been on your side all the time.


He is there when you’re up and when you’re down, you get up, He gets up, you fall down, He falls down with you and feels your pain and agony. He humbles you and reminds you that in your stumbles, He is always with you ‘til the end. He molds you in his image. He guides you through your darkest hour. His love towards you is unconditional. He is, and always will be, your Everlasting God.
Please listen to this song if you haven't. I know it will bless you. And if you know it, please listen to it with "fresh" ears.

Everlasting God lyrics:

Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord, we will wait upon the Lord
Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord, we will wait upon the Lord
Our God, You reign forever
Our hope, our Strong Deliverer
You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary
You're the defender of the weak
You comfort those in need
You lift us up on the wings
Like eagles
Our God, You reign forever
Our hope, our Strong Deliverer
'Cause You are, You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary
You're the defender of the weak
You comfort those in need
You lift us up on the wings
Like eagles

Scripture verses:

Isaiah 40:28-31 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. Even youths shall faint and be weary,and young men shall fall exhausted; but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.

 

Psalm 90:1-4 Before the mountains were born or you brought forth the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God.
Deuteronomy 33:27 The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms.
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Monday, November 5, 2012

TRUSTING HIS TIMING

Awesome reminder from TODAY’S WORD from Joel and Victoria. Just what I wanted to hear today.

One thing I’ve learned is that God doesn’t always work on our time table. In fact, He rarely does. But, in a single moment, God can change your life! All throughout scripture, we see examples of how God was working behind the scenes and instantly turned things around for His people. Scripture tells us He is the same yesterday, today and forever which means if He did it for them, He can instantly turn things around for you, too!

You may be going through some difficulty today, but be encouraged because your times are in God’s hands. Trust that He has your best interest at heart. He wants to pour out His favor. He wants to take you further than you dreamed possible and work in your life in ways beyond what you have ever imagined.

Let this truth sink down into your heart today. Resist discouragement by speaking His Word over your future. Keep standing, keep hoping and keep believing because He is working behind the scenes. Have faith because your times are in His hands, and He will lead you in the life of victory He has for you!


A PRAYER FOR TODAY

Father, today I humbly come before You giving You all that I am. I trust that my times are in Your hands. I trust that You are working things out in my favor. I set my focus on You knowing that You are working things out for my good in Jesus’ name. Amen.

TODAY’S SCRIPTURE

My times are in Your hand...(Psalm 31:15)

To everything there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven. (Ecclesiastes 3:1)

But these things I plan won't happen right away. Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled. If it seems slow, do not despair, for these things will surely come to pass. Just be patient! They will not be overdue a single day! (Habakkuk 2:3).

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Friday, November 2, 2012

UNDIVIDED HEART

My heart is all over the place, divided between my family, friends, shoes, clothes, and God. We all have hundreds of things that divide our hearts. For the last few days I have been meditating on what is it to have an UNDIVIDED HEART.

I felt God saying, “Grace, you need to have an undivided heart”. A heart that is not distracted, a heart that will never compromise, a heart that will remain focus on God. A heart that is willing to give up anything, any person, any relationship because this heart is so in focus, so in love with God. It is called the undivided heart. The cry of my heart has been to have an undivided heart.

The heart means everything to our body and the situation of it can effect us spiritually, physically, mentally and emotionally. It says in Proverbs, “Above all else, guard your heart.” May be because the heart is our weakest point. We can have heartaches, disappointments, struggles, hassles and more that can cause us to be broken. Physically, we can carry on. But emotionally, we won’t be able. With those struggles, they can affect our devotion to the Lord. An undivided heart will be soon divided. Once a heart is broken into pieces, it does hurt, of course. A broken heart is a divided heart already. And that kind of heart loses it purpose. It will be dead. It won’t pump blood, it won’t beat, it won’t feel and it won’t be devoted to its Creator because it’s dead. But one great thing is for sure, God hears the cry of the broken. He can restore a broken heart and use it again for His purpose. Once He restores and heals my heart, then I can present it to the King again. This time I can present it as whole and without any distractions. I want to start securing an undivided heart to the Lord.

One good thing that we can do is, we quiet our hearts. It is because the Holy Spirit sometimes speaks in whisper; so when our lives, minds and specially the heart are busy, it can be hard to hear His voice. I want to allow God to show me how He feels about the condition of my heart; Seek Him with all my heart first, not a mate. Even if I have all the riches in life, all the best of friends and all the relationships in the world, but this is my assurance, I will never be completely happy and content with my life and with what I have. The truth is, there will still be a part in my life that can never be replaced or filled by anything in this world because only God can fill those emptiness and restore the broken. I pray that God will give me an undivided heart.

Sometimes it is difficult to secure an undivided heart to the Lord and enjoying life. Insecurities and discontentment still arises. But if we said we encountered God and have experienced His grace in an extreme way, we will be able to keep an undivided heart to the Lord and enjoy this season. A heart that is focused on God only. AN UNDIVIDED HEART!

Scripture verses:

“I will give them an undivided heart and put a new spirit in them; I will remove from them their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh. Then they will follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws. They will be my people, and I will be their God.” (Ezekiel 11: 18-21).

“Hear, O Lord, and answer me, for I am poor and needy…Guard my life, for I am devoted to you…Have mercy on me, O Lord, for I call to you all day long. Bring joy to your servant, for to you, O Lord, I lift up my soul…You are kind and forgiving, abounding in love to all who call to you…You are great and do marvelous deeds; you alone are God. Teach me your way, O Lord, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name.” (Psalm 86: 1-6; 10,11)

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Wednesday, October 17, 2012

FALLEN HARDER THAN THE FIRST TIME

This poem was written in a tough phase of my life, where there were some mountains that I was climbing, and i fell badly again n again. I realised that this time i had fallen harder than the first time.


Fallen deep into a pit again,
No words can explain the pain,
Broken trusts and shattered dreams
Talks are filled with loud screams
Can anyone feel my heart ache?
Its way more than I can take
Coz i had Fallen harder than the 1st time!

i climb the mountain all over again
When i fall down it goes in vain
i do the things i know it will hurt
All thought it’s just rot and dirt
i think of the things i need 2 4get
Wish i get the right priorities set
Coz i had Fallen harder than the 1st time!

All i need is Your strength n grace
To lift me up n help me run this race
Coz faith in U can move any mountain
Your word is so true and so certain
I’m grateful for Your second chance
Allthough i had fallen harder than the 1st time!
My God is still in control of this life of mine!

Don't look at the mountains but look up to the God who made the mountains!!! =)
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Friday, October 12, 2012

PRIDE Vs BROKENESS


Just read something today... Pretty long...but so true...

Proud people focus on the failures of others.
Broken people are overwhelmed with a sense of their own spiritual need.

Proud people have a critical, fault-finding spirit; they look at everyone else’s faults with a microscope but their own with a telescope.
Broken people are compassionate; they can forgive much because they know how much they have been forgiven.

Proud people are self-righteous; they look down on others.
Broken people esteem all others better than themselves.

Proud people have an independent, self-sufficient spirit.
Broken people have a dependent spirit; they recognize their need for others.

Proud people have to prove that they are right.
Broken people are willing to yield the right to be right.

Proud people claim rights; they have a demanding spirit.
Broken people yield their rights; they have a meek spirit.

Proud people are self-protective of their time, their rights, and their reputation.
Broken people are self-denying.

Proud people desire to be served.
Broken people are motivated to serve others.


Proud people desire to be a success.
Broken people are motivated to be faithful and to make others a success.

Proud people desire self-advancement.
Broken people desire to promote others.

Proud people have a drive to be recognized and appreciated.
Broken people have a sense of their own unworthiness; they are thrilled that God would use them at all.

Proud people are wounded when others are promoted and they are overlooked.
Broken people are eager for others to get the credit; they rejoice when others are lifted up.

Proud people have a subconscious feeling, “This ministry/church is privileged to have me and my gifts”; they think of what they can do for God.
Broken people’s heart attitude is, “I don’t deserve to have a part in any ministry”; they know that they have nothing to offer God except the life of Jesus flowing through their broken lives.

Proud people feel confident in how much they know.
Broken people are humbled by how very much they have to learn.

Proud people are self-conscious.
Broken people are not concerned with self at all.

Proud people keep others at arms’ length.
Broken people are willing to risk getting close to others and to take risks of loving intimately.

Proud people are quick to blame others.
Broken people accept personal responsibility and can see where they are wrong in a situation.

Proud people are unapproachable or defensive when criticized.
Broken people receive criticism with a humble, open spirit.

Proud people are concerned with being respectable, with what others think; they work to protect their own image and reputation.
Broken people are concerned with being real; what matters to them is not what others think but what God knows; they are willing to die to their own reputation.

Proud people find it difficult to share their spiritual need with others.
Broken people are willing to be open and transparent with others as God directs.

Proud people want to be sure that no one finds out when they have sinned; their instinct is to cover up.
Broken people, once broken, don’t care who knows or who finds out; they are willing to be exposed because they have nothing to lose.


Proud people have a hard time saying, “I was wrong; will you please forgive me?”
Broken people are quick to admit failure and to seek forgiveness when necessary.

Proud people tend to deal in generalities when confessing sin.
Broken people are able to acknowledge specifics when confessing their sin.

Proud people are concerned about the consequences of their sin.
Broken people are grieved over the cause, the root of their sin.

Proud people are remorseful over their sin, sorry that they got found out or caught.
Broken people are truly, genuinely repentant over their sin, evidenced in the fact that they forsake that sin.

Proud people wait for the other to come and ask forgiveness when there is a misunderstanding or conflict in a relationship.
Broken people take the initiative to be reconciled when there is misunderstanding or conflict in relationships; they race to the cross; they see if they can get there first, no matter how wrong the other may have been.

Proud people compare themselves with others and feel worthy of honor.
Broken people compare themselves to the holiness of God and feel a desperate need for His mercy.

Proud people are blind to their true heart condition.
Broken people walk in the light.

Proud people don’t think they have anything to repent of.
Broken people realize they have need of a continual heart attitude of repentance.

Proud people don’t think they need revival, but they are sure that everyone else does.
Broken people continually sense their need for a fresh encounter with God and for a fresh filling of His Holy Spirit.


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Wednesday, October 10, 2012

THE UGLY PIT

I've kinda got myself back in the pit again lately. Oh, how I hate the pit. The place that I have been at many times before but I told myself I am never going to go back there again... I am in that place OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. So when is the day that I will learn from my mistakes and my past and completely finish this journey through the wilderness? Will that day be soon? The feeling and the pain of my bad choices should have been done and over with a long time ago. Even though it's not good that I have been making bad choices and I have lost my focus. God is dealing with me about that but I believe God will use this pain and this season for His good.

To remember where I was last year, and then the year before, alot has changed and I have learned alot. I lost focus of God, the more I realized how screwed up I am. That's a good thing in a way that I realized that I am nothing without God and I desperately need His help in EVERY aspect of my life. But sometimes when I get the realization that I am just totally screwed up, it can bring me down when I lose my focus on God, and it starts that self-hate cycle that I’m trying to overcome.

I just want to enjoy life and the journey. But I have to go through this season first. God's not going to let me give up and He's not going to take the hard things away in life that I have to deal with. I just have to stay super focused and keep my eyes on God and go through.

The most important lesson that I learned through this journey is that my strength is directly connected to my relationship with God. If I lose my focus and stop seeking Him, I lose my strength. The times that I lost that focus, I choose to sin and make wrong decisions. Another lesson that I learned is seeking things will never make you happy. Only the joy of the Lord will make us happy. How many times have I been tempted by my flesh telling me that if you get that certain thing/person, it will make me satisfied, happy, content, etc..... Never happens.

I'm tired of being a screwed up mess. I know that I need to give my mess to God and let Him fight my battles for me. Just why is that so hard for my prideful self to do? Or, after I let the Lord fight a battle for me, I slowly take it back because now I think I can handle it on my own. It's like, ok thanks God, but now I can take care of it from here... And then I get myself back into the same hole that I came from. And that same hole is where I’m at now...I give up God… I give up handling things on my own! Please take control God!
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Thursday, September 6, 2012

BEING SINGLE


If I were everything God made me to be, you wouldn’t be reading this.

It is hard to be single when everybody around you is not especially when all your friends are getting married and some even have babies. The “big” topic everywhere you go is about being in a relationship or being single.

Sometimes I ask myself if there is a reason I am single. Whatever it is, I am going to fix it so I could finally be "ready" to change my relationship status on Facebook to “married”. I just haven’t met the right person.  It might be the best way God can use my life now. I'm making the most of this season, however long it lasts but I feel it’s much harder to be with somebody who is not part of God's plan for your life. So I should not just haste. Then I read the sentence again…the one that says I’m okay with being single…and realize that it’s not entirely true. I’m supposed to be okay with my singleness. Because clearly, God has me single for a reason. I don’t have a husband right now because I’m not supposed to have a husband. I’m supposed to be content with the life God has given me. Sending His Son to die on a cross for my sins is more than enough reason to celebrate each day I breathe in and out on this earth with reverence, instead of wasting it by waiting for the moment when I will get to join the “Mrs.” community.

I confess that I struggle with being content in my singleness. Yes, I struggle daily.
The good news is that those “single” moments allow me to draw closer to God. I’m reminded to live a life on bended knee and commit to making God’s will my will.

I pray that He develops characteristics in me that my prince charming will say:
She loves God.
She has a beautiful heart.
She is kind.
She is joyful.
She is faithful.
She is gentle.
She can cook (I hope so) :D

God knows me. He knows my struggles. He knows my desires. He labels me “His Child” and will do great things through me if I let Him. Acknowledging that His timing is perfect, I claim Exodus 14:14, “The Lord will fight for you. You need only be still.”

That simple verse gives me hope. Hope that one day, a Godly man will like me enough to put a ring on me.

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Wednesday, September 5, 2012

THE MASK

I live in a glass house. Being a preacher’s daughter, I knew at a young age that our family was on display. We are the model for what a family was to look like. All eyes are on us. Perfection became not just my standard but my obsession. When I was incapable of attaining perfection, I became really good at hiding my imperfections. So good, in fact, that I had almost fooled myself into thinking I was perfect. From the outside looking in, I had it all together. Hair always perfectly in place, topper of my class, never missed church, always well behaved but it was all a part of the mask I put on. My imperfections hid just beneath the surface and I wanted to keep it that way. I just figured that if I didn’t let people too close then they would never have to find out the truth. My secret would stay safe and secure deep within me and people would like me–the perfect, but false, version of me.

My behavior resembled that of a little girl trying to win the approval of her father. “See how I can go to church every Sunday, Daddy?”
“Watch how I can read my Bible, Daddy…!”
“Look at me, Daddy. Aren’t you so proud of how good I can be?”

The problem? I’m not perfect. So the second I put on a mask, I would glance around to make sure no one was looking. And I would put on a mask–often–because trying to be perfect is exhausting. But, of course, I would just act like nothing happened and go on my way. I would push the shame deep down inside of me to keep from having to come to Him with it. I was actually blinded to the fact that I can’t hide from the Lord. Something deep inside troubled me because of not confessing and repenting when my imperfections made their way to the surface but, actually, I was just creating a deeper pit of shame between the One I could go to and find true forgiveness. Before I knew it, I was so deep in my frustration with myself that I didn’t even realize I had completely alienated myself from Him. I realized I needed to be honest before God. I had to deal with myself.

Am I perfect now? Of course not. But now I have come to see how God uses my imperfections to reveal more of who He is to me. Today, I still live in a glass house. This time, though, nothing is hidden. Everything I am, everything He created me to be is out there for everyone to see. There are no secrets, no false masks–only the imperfect me who strives to follow a perfect Him. The me He created me to be.
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Thursday, August 30, 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH

Hannah, I always cherish your friendship. I wish I could give you something for your birthday. But nothing is worth how much you mean to me. I just wrote down this poem for you. Hope you like it.


I woke up one morning and was brushing my hair
There you stood so cutely in your night wear
That was when we spoke for the very first time
From that day onwards you made sure I'm fine

Together we ran to the assembly with our wet hair
Finally made it on time and sat on the last chair
Each evening we spoke and sat on our hostel bench
Deeper and stronger our hearts began to clench

We laughed so much about everybody under the sun
The code words we created were understood by none
Teased people, called names and had so much fun
The very sight of us some began to escape and run

While we shared life with laughter and tears
We also walked through tough valleys and fears
Together with God we could face it all with joy
Each victory we won with prayers we did enjoy

Everytime I was feeling depressed and down
You always put an end to all my silly frown
You stood with me with much love and care
And gave me new hope in my deepest despair

Little did I know that you will mean so much
That our friendship will be awesome as such
Having you in my life I am so very blessed
Without your prayers I would be so messed

I knew it for sure that it was God's divine plan
To give me a friend like you is the best He can
All I want to say that you mean so much to me
I pray that our friendship will stronger be

I'm so glad that you were born this very day
I wish you great success in every single way
Thank you for being there and being so true
All I wano tell you that I really love you!


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Thursday, August 16, 2012

I HATE IT WHEN I HURT YOU


Sadness has filled my heart tonight
Darkness has over shadowed the light
Oh I wish everything could be alright
I hate it when i hurt u

Please do tel me the things you hide
I really never meant to keep you aside
My guilt is killing me deep inside
I hate it when i hurt u

How do I tel you that I hate to fight
Being fine is all what I delight
Im crying with silent tears as I write
I hate it when i hurt u

I know you love me with all your heart
I wish things wouldn't tear u apart
Is there something like a fresh start
I hate it when i hurt u

Will time and come and take me back?
Coz I want to get on the right love track
I want to love Someone without any lack
coz I hate it when i hurt u

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Thursday, July 26, 2012

PLEASE COME BACK...

Came in to my world in the least expected way
Made it colorful and beautiful every single day

Your presence made me stumble upon cloud nine
Coz You always made sure I'm happy and fine

Every single time that you held my little hand
Wish that moment stayed forever till the end

Darkness beacame light when you shone like a star
But now you are so close but feel like you're far

I regret that I hurt you and feel so very lost
Long to get back to you even if death is it's cost

Little did I kno that you will become my breath
Without you around me, I have been living death

I need you now my love, would you just hear my cry
My tears hav'nt stopped  and my cheeks never dry

Would you just forgive me and hug me tight tonight
Coz You're the only one who can make me feel alright

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Wednesday, July 25, 2012

BEHIND THE MAKE-UP


Oh, look at that flawless beautiful face
Isn't she lovely full of innocent grace
Her hair is so silky falling on her eyes
She is so pretty said all the girls and guys
Her eyes are so captivating with eye-liner
People think she must be a perfect designer

There's a broken heart behind the make up 

Her ear-rings sparkles as she moves around
Glittering along as she walks up and down
Her clothes she caries off so very well
She fills the air with her aromatic smell
Her heels so high you just cant define
Charming walk she looks absolutely divine

There's a broken heart behind the make up

Is she the girl who makes people laugh?
But today, to make her smile its tough
That's not the girl whom people knew
Although shez broken no one has a clue

There's a broken heart behind the make up


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Wednesday, July 18, 2012

STEPPING INTO GODS PRESENCE

Was just meditating on Intimacy with God and how to step into God's presence. I just read this and thought it was so super awesome. Hope it blesses you as it blessed me.



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Thursday, July 5, 2012

DENMARK AND DANES

This is the write up about my thoughts about Denmark and the Danes which was sent to the channels team:

The long awaited dream to visit Denmark came true when I got the opportunity to work along with my Danish colleagues in Aarhus. Pleasant summer was very welcoming and I was delighted to see lush greenery everywhere. Since my apartment was right at the heart of the city it was an added advantage to explore around the city after work. If I could refresh my memories from Denmark I can see myself on the “walking street” picking up several Danish products. I couldn't help but admire the fashion and style sense of the Danes on my frequent shopping spree. I would say that Danish street fashion really rocks! Also the order in following rules of Danes really impressed me, be it in traffic or queues at the shopping malls or punching clip card on the bus. Working at Braband was a new experience with lots to learn and explore. It was indeed very knowledgeable with respect to technological learning from my wonderful Danish colleagues. I was amazed how productive and diligent each of them were with related with short working hours. I would definitely take back with me the responsibility and honesty each Danes has in their genes. Visiting Denmark would indeed be a refreshing chapter in the story of my life :)


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Sunday, June 10, 2012

WHEN I LOOK AT YOU

some times u need to stay apart from ppl whom u love...but that doesn't mean u love them any less... sometimes it even make u love them more... right now i miss dad, mom, n sis...

Dear God, that's when I look at You...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at You...

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at You


When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

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Saturday, May 5, 2012

WHEN TEARS FALL


I've had questions, without answers
I've known sorrow, i have known pain
but theres one thing, that i'll cling to
you are faithful, Jesus your true

when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

in the lone hour, of my sorrow
through the darkest night of my soul
you surround me, and sustain me
my defender, forever more

when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

I will praise you, i will praise you
when the tears fall, still i will sing to you
i will praise you, Jesus praise you
Through the suffereing still i will sing

when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

I've had questions, without answers
I've known sorrow, i have known pain
but theres one thing, that i'll cling to
you are faithful, Jesus your true

when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

I will praise you, i will praise you
when the tears fall, still i will sing to you
i will praise you, Jesus praise you
Through the suffering still i will sing 

when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart
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HOLD ME WHEN I CRY

It's been one of those days
If anything could go wrong it went wrong
I know I'm feeling sorry for me
There's a lot of self-pity going on
Tomorrow I will be okay
The dawn will bring a brand new day
I'm sure by then I'll be fine
Lord today I really need a friend
I know that you would understand
Would you hold me while I cry

I take a lot of your time
When I should be strong
I should be standing by now when it's you I'm leaning on
You've always kept me safe from harm, like a child in your arms
You've cradled me through hardships faced in life
Lord it's just one of those days I've been fobbed in every way
Will you hold me while I cry?

I try to be strong but if anyone can fall apart, I fall apart
I run back to you again and you heal my broken heart
You have truly been a friend, reaching out to lend a hand
Lord when you could have passed me by
I'm asking for your strength today
Lift my spirit Lord I pray
Will you just hold me while I cry

I take a lot of your time when I should be strong
I should be standing by now when it's you I'm leaning on
You've always kept me safe from harm like a child in your arms
You've cradled me through hardships faced in life
Lord it's just one of those days
I've been fobbed in every way
Will you hold me while I cry

You've always kept me safe from harm
Like a child in your arms
You've cradled me though hardships faced in life
Lord it's just one of those days
I've been fobbed in every way
Would you hold me while I cry?
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Friday, March 16, 2012

GRACE

This song has really been an encouragment to me. I can't stop listening to it. It's so much like what's going on in my mind right now. Story of my life.




Enjoy the lyrics:

My heart is so proud. My mind is so unfocused.
I see the things You do through me as great things I have done. And now You gently break me, then lovingly You take me and hold me as my father and mold me as my maker.

Chorus:
I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down?
And each time I will fall short of Your glory, how far will forgiveness abound?"
And you answer: " My child, I love you.
And as long as you're seeking My face, You'll walk in the pow'r of My daily sufficient grace."

At times I may grow weak and feel a bit discouraged, knowing that someone, somewhere could do a better job. For who am I to serve You?I know I don't deserve You. And that's the part that burns in my heart and keeps me hanging on. 

Chorus*
I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down?
And each time I will fall short of Your glory, how far will forgiveness abounds?"
And you answer: " My child, I love you.
And as long as you're seeking My face, You'll walk in the pow'r of My daily sufficient grace."
You are so patient with me, Lord.

As I walk with You, I'm learning what Your grace really means. The price that I could never pay was paid at Calvary. So, instead of trying to repay You, I'm learning to simply obey You
by giving up my life to you For all that You've given to me.

Chorus: 
I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down?
And each time I will fall short of Your glory, how far will forgiveness abounds?"
And you answer: " My child, I love you.
And as long as you're seeking My face, You'll walk in the pow'r of My daily sufficient grace."
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Saturday, March 10, 2012

JUST TRUST

I don't know what to say and I dono what to pray for. I don't know whats happening right now. I'm so lost.

All I know that I'm gonna trust You God...

JUST TRUST YOU, LORD!

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Friday, March 2, 2012

KEEP A SONG IN UR HRT

I read this today from Joel Osteen's Word for today and tot it was awesome :)


As I walked out of the house early one recent morning, I heard all these birds singing and singing so loud and so cheerful. Little birds were chirping and chirping. Big birds were making a melody. It was like they were having a big party. I wanted to say to them, “Hey, birds. Have you read the newspapers lately? Did you see the stock market last year? You’re not supposed to be singing, enjoying life. What’s wrong with you? You’re acting like everything will be all right.” What was it with those birds? They know a secret. They know their heavenly Father is in control. They know God has promised to take care of them, so they go through the day singing and enjoying life, regardless of the circumstances. That’s how to start off each day. Get up in the morning and have a song of praise in your heart. Put a smile on your face. Go out into the day and be determined to enjoy it. The apostle Paul wrote: “Be happy [in your faith] and Get up in the morning and have a song of praise in your heart. rejoice and be glad‑ hearted continually (always)” (1 Thessalonians 5:16 amp). How long are we supposed to be glad‑ hearted? How long are we supposed to have a smile on our faces? As long as people treat us right? As long as we feel okay? As long as the economy is up? No, the Scripture says, “Be glad‑ hearted continually (always).” That means in the good times and
in the tough times, when it’s sunny and when it’s raining.

 

When dark clouds are over your head and you feel like life is depressing and gloomy, always remember that right above those dark clouds the sun is shining. You may not be able to see the sun in your life right now, but that doesn’t mean it’s not up there. It’s just blocked by the dark clouds. The good news is, the clouds are temporary. The clouds will not last forever. The sun will shine in your life once again. In the meantime, keep your joy. Be glad‑ hearted continually. Don’t let a few clouds darken your life. The rain falls on the just and the unjust. That means we all face disappointments, unfair situations, tests, trials, and temptation. But know this: Right past the test is promotion. On the other side of every difficulty is increase. If you go through adversity with a smile on your face and a song in your heart, on the other side there will be a reward.
-Joel Osteen
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Wednesday, February 22, 2012

HOPE DOES NOT DISAPPOINT US

We face trials on a daily basis. Some days or weeks are worse than others. It seems that just when you feel like you've reached your end and can't handle anymore, there seems to be more. That was my week and I'm sure many others may feel the same way. "Where is God" we think secretly, even though we know His Word says He is with us all the time. "Why are these things happening", our reasons don't seem to satisfy us.

This week I had an encounter with a friend who shared a tragic situation with me. As I heard the story of fears, anger, disappointment I realized that I absolutely had no answers to give. All I could do was encourage my friend not to give up on God and His plan.
Hope is one of the strongest actions that I know. Hope drives us when there is nothing else to hang on to and it strengthens us for another day. Hope is the anchor of our soul, the voice of our prayers and the evidence of our faith.

I have always felt that there are answers to be sought, but I also believe that there are times when I must recognize God's sovereignty and find comfort in just trusting in Him sometimes must be enough. Letting my questions rest for the time being.


Just read this today which really encouraged me:

Hope doesn't disappoint us (Romans 5:5)

Bow in prayer. Don't ask questions: Wait for hope to appear. (Lamentations 3:29)

Though he slay me, I will hope in Him; yet I will argue my ways to His face. (Job 13:15)
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Wednesday, February 8, 2012

ENOUGH


Lord please can You tell me this
The BEST You had, did i miss
To hear Ur voice & follow Ur plan
Or do everything i possibly can

Lord could U kindly bring me back
Coz Your tender mercy now i lack
Could You just cure my blindness
In Your deepest loving kindness

Lord help me see You clear
To reject every doubt and fear
To know Your will for my life
To shun my own mind at strife

Lord the desire of my heart
Is to tune with U in every part
To know u more than before
Is this IT or is there MORE?

Lord I realized what i need
Take my hand & kindly lead
Though the path is quite tough
You are more than ENOUGH
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Thursday, February 2, 2012

HOW TO BEGIN THE DAY

As you woke up this morning, what was the first thing that went through your mind? Did you wake up with a song of praise on your lips?

When we start the day in worship, we start the day connected to Almighty God. When we live a lifestyle of praise, it shows that our faith is constantly in Him. We make glorifying God a priority. It’s not secondary, “Oh, if I have time.” No, you’re always talking about God’s goodness. You’re constantly telling your friends how God has blessed you. In your car, you’re singing songs of praise. At the office, under your breath, you’re thanking God for His favor. You get up in the morning and say, “God, I love You today. I praise You today. Thank You for another beautiful day.” Then, when you go to bed at night, you bless Him for His faithfulness!

Friend, when you have the high praises of God coming out of your mouth, the scripture says Almighty God will go to war against your enemies. Praise precedes the victory, so start the day right and live a lifestyle of praise!

TODAY’S SCRIPTURE
“Let the saints be joyful in glory; let them sing aloud on their beds”
(Psalm 149:5, NKJV)

A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Father, thank You for Your good and precious promises to me! I choose to receive Your goodness by faith and sing a song of praise to You. I commit the day to You and make praising You a priority. Thank You for working on my behalf in Jesus’ name. Amen.

— Joel &Victoria Osteen
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Wednesday, January 25, 2012

INDESCRIBABLE

I was just thinking about creation and how amazingly God created it. I'm super awestruck at the work of His hands. Just want to share a verse I read today.

"The earth is the Lord's, and everything int it, the world, and all who live in it"... Psalm 24:1


Reminds me of this song....Indescribable....which goes...

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God


Just imagine... He placed the stars in the sky and He knows them by name... 

Dear God, You are truly SUPER AMAZING! I LOVE U like sooooo much!
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Monday, January 23, 2012

SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE


Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me

Somewhere between the wrong and the right
Somewhere between the darkness and the light
Somewhere between who I was and who You're making me
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me

Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control

Fearless warriors in a picket fence, reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end and we are caught in the middle
With eyes wide open to the differences, the God we want and the God who is
But will we trade our dreams for His or are we caught in the middle
Are we caught in the middle

Somewhere between my heart and my hands
Somewhere between my faith and my plans
Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing waves

Somewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more
Somewhere in the middle You'll find me

Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control

Lord, I feel You in this place and I know You're by my side
Loving me even on these nights when I'm caught in the middle
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Wednesday, January 18, 2012

ALONE

“Some of us get quiet, go inside ourselves and guard against thoughts running on your mind. Others run through the storm, knocking on doors looking for help… I tend to go inside. I just need a little one on one time with myself and God to figure some things out. i  just need to be alone, i’ll be back.”


Stop, where am I?
Blank, I can’t cry
I need some space
No, this isn’t me

I’ll be fine I dont want to talk to anyone
I dont know what this is called
I need this space
I need this time, time to clear up my mind

Lord, Please don’t give up on me now
Yes, I see light and hope in You
Now, it’s so bright
when you Call my name


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PROMISE

PROMISE FOR 2012

This year I was looking forward for my promise and I would like to list out the promises I got:
2012 WILL BE THE YEAR OF DIVINE COMPLETION & AN YEAR OF BREAKTHROUGH

Numbers 6:24-26
The Message (MSG)

24 God bless you and keep you,
25 God smile on you and gift you,
26 God look you full in the face
and make you prosper.

New Living Translation (NLT)

24 ‘May the LORD bless you
and protect you.
25 May the LORD smile on you
and be gracious to you.
26 May the LORD show you his favor
and give you his peace.’

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Friday, January 13, 2012

SOMEONE


This very minute-
Someone is thinking of you.
Someone cares about you.
Someone misses you/wants to be with you.
Someone wants to hold your hand.
Someone wants you to be happy.
Someone wants to hug you.
Someone will do anything for you.
Someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
Someone wants to tell you how much they care.
Someone wants to stay up watching movies with you.
Someone wants to hold you in their arms.
Someone wants to see you.
Someone wants to be your lover.
Someone loves you for who you are.
Someone loves the way you make them feel.
Someone wants to be with you.
Someone wants you to know they are there for.
Someone is glad that you’re their friend.
Someone is wishing you would notice them.
Someone wants to get to know you better.
Someone loves you.


There is someone out there for me
Can you tell me his name?
How does he laugh? How does he cry?
What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I’m here?
Where are you??- “Where Are You”

You yearn for someone not because you want to be complete but because you want to add more color to your life. That person must not necessarily break through your schedule but inspire you to manage your time instead. You see, it is not a matter of distance and time. It is more like a relationship in a higher level.It is smiling alone every once in a while, knowing that somewhere, somehow, someone smiles at the thought of you too.
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Thursday, January 12, 2012

YOU' RE EVERYTHING

Dear God, i want to declare today thatYOU' RE MY EVERYTHING


Find me here, and speak to me

I want to feel you, I need to hear you
You are the light that's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart and you take my breath away
Would you take me in, take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

Cause you're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
Everything, everything

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better-any better than this
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
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